I miss being innocent. I miss living in a small country town when I was just eight years old, and even the smallest, most pointless things made me truly smile. I remember when I was happy with the way I looked, I wasn’t the least bit concerned about my weight or appearance. Things have changed. Society has me feeling ugly, not good enough for anyone. It has caused many teenagers to find the solution in self-harm and eating disorders. I never saw myself someone that would do this, but it’s the truth. My insecurities could eat me alive. I just miss not caring what anyone said. I miss how close my family was. I miss all the friends that promised they would never leave, but they lied. I want to be a kid again. I want to not have a care in the world. I want to live for the moment .I want to feel free and happy, like as long as I have a smile, nothing can touch me. The All-American Rejects and their music saved me from myself. The song ‘move along’ inspired me to get past the bad things in life; I listened to it on repeat for literally weeks after my parents’ divorce. It somehow taught me that things may be bad now, but you can always move along and make it through.
I am a very insignificant person in the world.
But being a kid in the street can make me feel a part of something.
Meeting Tyson Ritter would actually complete my life ♥